"Botox treatment in my bladder"

I went to Louth hospital on Tuesday and had Botox treatment in my bladder, it has always been a bit painful but nothing that you can’t put up with. On this occasion although the doctor and nurses were as lovely as usual they had new needles, they did say they were trying to get the old ones back. You felt everything, it was like torture, the pain was horrendous and left me crying. I have to have this procedure done every 5-6 months and I am having nightmares already and although I need it done I am so scared.